locki said: all work and no friends make kath a dull girl. you need to start appreciating the nothings in life and smile at the grey clouds. You’ll find smiles in unexpected places. (this sounds like a fortune cookie haha)
Yeah, it just really meant alot to me to be able to hang out with them today, it was just a huge disappointment seeing them want to leave so much. I watched other people enjoy time with their friends and family, while my own just left. Today was a really big day and I don’t think they really understood how much it really meant. I will try to smile in spite of the unhappiness though.
Ikea Family and Friends day
Came to the sad realisation about 30 minutes after I got off my shift that I should’ve just kept working since my friends decided to leave 20 mins after I met them. Ironically these days, the most fun I have is going to work. Friendship is such a fickle thing, it’s a mutual thing yet for me it’s only ever one sided. The sad and bored looks, the constant phone checking and not even trying to make conversation. Story of my life these days. The one day I want them to come out and support me and actually appreciate how hard I work, they want to escape as soon they can.
I wish friends in real life were like the ones on TV shows.
*venting over*
Symphony Soldier
Every song on the album relates to me in some way or has at some point of my life.
The Cab is amazing.
I know I’m not perfect but I swear I’m perfect for you.
The Cab - Endlessly
Pear-shaped
- Struggling at uni
- Useless at work
- Family doesn’t care about you at all
- Best Friend replaces you
- Boyfriend ignores everything you say
When did everything in my life start going so wrong? And more importantly, why?
Health
Head is killing me, constant chest pains and my leg is numb.
My body either hates me or really doesn’t want me to do my assignments.
